Literary Pixie

By Sammy Ginsberg

you fucked it, mygod,
you fucked it hard,
almost passionately 
like by passively dropping 
my feelings like felt petals,
because that's all they were to you,
you were orgasmically 
becoming the depressed and cynical,
yet HILARIOUS,
stand up comedian you've always wanted to be. 

thanks for making me feel like a joke. 

i would say that, if i hadn't used you as well.
i have turned you into one of my 
slightly awkward, so so sammy
sexual stories,
i have written three(now four poems)
from the felt petals you dropped,
and a good two pages in my journal,
becoming the serendipitous and melancholy,
yet BEAUTIFUL
poet/writer/journaler/storyteller i've always wanted to be. 

thanks for making me feel.